It Never Pains It Roars...

I feel like a bit of a failure at life today.

I was made redundant this morning. I am not terribly surprised considering things at work have been really quiet, but still, it is a bit of a shock.

When my mom died 5 years ago, the dotcom industry took a nose dive and I was made redundant 4 months before she passed on. I had a feeling that this would happen again when my dad died. I was right.

Perhaps I spent too much time blogging? Ha ha. I had the time to blog because I didn't have enough work to do. The company has been feeling the pinch for a while and last one in is always the first one out. Who knows? Maybe they thought I was just crap and couldn't wait for an excuse to get rid of me?

Our internet connection at home is not behaving, so I am in the library writin this out. I have one word for all this: ARSE.

Just need to re-organise my lifeforce and get out there, hey?